Changes

I'm not one to be against change but I found myself at some point in time refusing change or not appreciating change.
Surprise, surprise! Just last weekend I'm the one who was advocating for change in my life. I'm thinking about moving out of the family home and live on my own. It's a bit of a long complicated story but I've got inclinations that one of these fine days I'll do it. It's not really about space but something to do with me being happy. On one side I feel guilty about leaving these guys to their own devices with no moderation or just rational comments from me. (No, I'm not the oldest or the head of the family - I just see myself as having a duty towards them. It's all to do with stewardship really). On the other I feel that's the only way I'll be rid of some frustrations of people always being opinionated in such a way that they want to dictate how things should be around the house even if that's not the best but becoz it brings an end to some problem . My problem with that is that the fixes are quick fixes and not permanent . In some cases the fixes are just not right even if they close a problem. My BIG issue with that is that WHAT IS WRONG IS WRONG.
I need help on this one. Prayer on my behalf is most welcome and needed. I am praying about it . I Corinthians 10:13 is what keeps me going that's why I insist wrong is wrong. The right tolls are always there. the challenge is in accepting to be equipped with those. God's tools at times seem very primitive and as such one is inclined to doubt so that's why many people who were once upon a time straight got the wrong route.

I tend to be pretty emotional, at times, and this can be overwhelming. This is not something I like coz it's just not ok with me.

Ah, well, for today this is quite a bit . I love to write my thoughts down and I could write hours on end given the chance and if i let myself be thus inclined.
Stay blessed .(More on this some other time)

Stress

I will not succumb to it coz eish it's just too much to take on. Cpoing at times is difficult but I'll just close my eyes for a while and look at the situation with new eyes coz that's the most I can do. All the rest.........I'll leave it to Him. He's sorted me out thus far and He'll continue doing so a slong as I let Him.
Done!

Life!

I went for a trip at the back end of last week with my sister and nephew. We went to the eastern highlands in Zim and we had great fun. It was just awesome looking at the surroundings and breathing in fresh mountain air and drinking water from the mountains. We came up with an idea to set up a lodge in the mountains or just buy a property and build a house for a weekend getaway. When back at work I made enquiries on setting up and I spoke to this person who was extra helpful . Do you know what I spent the next few hours doing? Designing stationery for my spring water bottling venture . yes, that's what I've thought of. The opportunities are huge .

And the fun of it all?

I live in Zim, the country with the 3 digit inflation and I still can see such possibilities. I love it the more becoz all this I'd be doing above board . I'm not one of those exploiting others' needs or with access to basics and doing all sorts of stuff just to get by. I'm just........well you got it - plain simple Agnes getting by on God's grace by the day and I love it!