I'm not one to be against change but I found myself at some point in time refusing change or not appreciating change.
Surprise, surprise! Just last weekend I'm the one who was advocating for change in my life. I'm thinking about moving out of the family home and live on my own. It's a bit of a long complicated story but I've got inclinations that one of these fine days I'll do it. It's not really about space but something to do with me being happy. On one side I feel guilty about leaving these guys to their own devices with no moderation or just rational comments from me. (No, I'm not the oldest or the head of the family - I just see myself as having a duty towards them. It's all to do with stewardship really). On the other I feel that's the only way I'll be rid of some frustrations of people always being opinionated in such a way that they want to dictate how things should be around the house even if that's not the best but becoz it brings an end to some problem . My problem with that is that the fixes are quick fixes and not permanent . In some cases the fixes are just not right even if they close a problem. My BIG issue with that is that WHAT IS WRONG IS WRONG.
I need help on this one. Prayer on my behalf is most welcome and needed. I am praying about it . I Corinthians 10:13 is what keeps me going that's why I insist wrong is wrong. The right tolls are always there. the challenge is in accepting to be equipped with those. God's tools at times seem very primitive and as such one is inclined to doubt so that's why many people who were once upon a time straight got the wrong route.
I tend to be pretty emotional, at times, and this can be overwhelming. This is not something I like coz it's just not ok with me.
Ah, well, for today this is quite a bit . I love to write my thoughts down and I could write hours on end given the chance and if i let myself be thus inclined.
Stay blessed .(More on this some other time)
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People don't appreciate the well until it runs dry.Moving on is mandatory not optional.Well you don't know what's out there waiting for you(the missing piece of the puzzle to complete your life), but still you need to be prepared for periods of solitude.solitude helps us to know ourselves better but periods of solitude should not be prolonged.This is when most of these thoughts of desperation come into effect.Christian friends can bring comfort but still the incompleteness of one single person can cause discomfort.we should not succumb to desires of the flesh-1 John 2:16 & 1 Cor 7:36.Therefore we need to endure under tribulation and persevere in prayer Rom 2:12.
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