House n home

I guess I could call this one of those days
I'm not well and don't even feel any better than someone who's depressed
I'm not depressed but just disappointed
Disappointed with myself and my clan along with everyone else I know
On myself, the issue is that I haven't been taking care of my friends
They are few and far between but I just haven't been giving them that attention that I'd need as a friend
Actually the ones who do matter don't normally top twenty on a good day
On a down day like today they're.......well......
Just two
I know one day this statement may get me into trouble but that's what I'm feeling right now
Forgive me
My head is cloudy but I still want to write
On the human kind- the disappointment is do with power
What we get up to just to be in power
What we do to show that we've got power
What we do for those in power
It's plain disappointing to say the least
I really don't want to call my home just a house but that's what I'm feeling right now
I'll stop and wait for better words and some enlightenment on how to say why I'm feeling this way
Pray for all of us- human kind.