A nice mess

I’m on a roll, so it seems.
Could be due to absence from my pet loves.
N way on I’ll forge.

It’s a nice mess I’m going thru
Nice coz it’s not bad but it’s still a mess
It’ll get sorted one by one as I decide what to prioritise
Just made a count and it’s 48days till I turn thirty.
!!!!!!!
Yes, I actually remember 52 days ago when I realised from outta nowhwer that it wa s100 days till 30.
I’ve grown
I actually love that.
It may not be what I’d have chosen were life picked off the counter, but given a chance to go back……..I wouldn’t
It’s OK as it is.
A nice mess.
A nice , rubbish, confusing, intriguing, loveable MESS
Thru messes I’ve grown and I’m loving it
Yeah at times I’m down but not out
Stopped that a long time ago
I’m no longer after exhilarating fun
Just simple fun
I’m OK with little
I’m great with a lot
I’ve got everything I need right now
Debateable
Not with youJ
Crazy I sound, crazy I may be, BUT crazy you’d never suspect.
I don’t let on much yet I’m so open with a lot.
Paradoxical?
No, that’s ME.
A cute mess.