Adventure!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

That just about sums up my life.
Last posted a day before I went on study leave
That was 8 days from moving out on my own-technically
And a lot has happened.

I will tell what I can recall
I finally moved out on 11/06
Things then seemed very difficult
I almost went back home
My view is sometimes that much blinkered
I was depressed to some extent and I lost it when someone laughed at what I thought was my predicament
I guess those tears helped a lot coz I was on the sunny side the day after
I’m still on that sunny side.
The blinkers?
Gone!

I really don’t know what got a grip of me
False hopes and wrong expectations I figure
N way I’m back on top of my mountain and believe it or not
There’s no going down
Up is where I belong
I’ve got friends in high places and when I do cry out they kneel for me
I also do the same for them
We’re staying up here!!!!

The adventure?
I’ve never been away from home for more than a month out on my own
The longest was 3 weeks to swot for exams
I said ‘no thank you,’ to boarding school when I got the offer
Back then, I was scared somehow –the blending thing
I got over that, and what do u know…..
I’m a trend setter in some circles
That I also didn’t know until a while ago
I’m still growing and learning
Yeah, learning never ceases for as long as u’re breathing
Only if you allow it.

Malleable
A word I used to describe myself yesterday
Somehow I got a bit scared when I thought it through
Flexible is what I’ve always thought myself to be
But malleable?
Yes
That’s the only way the Creator can mould me into the vessel I should be
Digressing a bit.
Ok I’ll post separately n make more sense

I’ve just embarked on a very personal adventure
I hope to be writing of in good light in the near future
Personal indeed but I’ll blog about it anyway
Next post……..I almost went back home
My view is sometimes that much blinkered
I was depressed to some extent and I lost it when someone laughed at what I thought was my predicament
I guess those tears helped a lot coz I was on the sunny side the day after
I’m still on that sunny side.
The blinkers?
Gone!

I really don’t know what got a grip of me
False hopes and wrong expectations I figure
N way I’m back on top of my mountain and believe it or not
There’s no going down
Up is where I belong
I’ve got friends in high places and when I do cry out they kneel for me
I also do the same for them
We’re staying up here!!!!

The adventure?
I’ve never been away from home for more than a month out on my own
The longest was 3 weeks to swot for exams
I said ‘no thank you,’ to boarding school when I got the offer
Back then, I was scared somehow –the blending thing
I got over that, and what do u know…..
I’m a trend setter in some circles
That I also didn’t know until a while ago
I’m still growing and learning
Yeah, learning never ceases for as long as u’re breathing
Only if you allow it.

Malleable
A word I used to describe myself yesterday
Somehow I got a bit scared when I thought it through
Flexible is what I’ve always thought myself to be
But malleable?
Yes
That’s the only way the Creator can mould me into the vessel I should be
Digressing a bit.
Ok I’ll post separately n make more sense

I’ve just embarked on a very personal adventure
I hope to be writing of in good light in the near future
Personal indeed but I’ll blog about it anyway
Next post……..