Serve the LORD with fear, and rejoice with trembling.

Was getting a bit muddled up blogging not what I wanted and calling it the wrong names
Still I won’t recall/retract the posts
I’ll let those thoughts be
Shows I’m normal after all

This is the real deal going on
Bumped into this chap by someone else’s making
So I didn’t bump into him
U think?
Actually, I did
Sort of knocked him down and here I am apologising
But still, I’m not convinced it’s all becoz of me
The fall, that is

Expliquer…….
Here goes

I’m scared to go deep into a lot of things
Except for one thing
The Bible
This could be due to what I know
What I don’t know
What I like
Right & wrong
Pain
Loss

In the Bible I cannot lose ANYTHING
Maybe that’s why this fella’s putting up such a fight
I fight with this fella most of the times
Sometimes directly or he sends his minions
All the same I fight with him much
It’s all becoz he cannot and won’t be my friend unless he changes
Donno about him changing coz apparently he was like that from the beginning
From the very beginning
Before Adam and Eve
I’m sure now u know this guy I’m talking about

So how did this current battle get so intense to deserve a post?
It’s just made me that stronger
And it was being me mad about what was being said of Him
We all need to be careful when we start pointing fingers
More so when we point them at Our Maker

The words ‘fear the Lord’
Those words
Many people take them loosely
So loosely they start challenging Him

Have they not read that His ways are not ours
Nor our thoughts His
No one has risen to Job’s question
‘Who can hinder Him?’
Who can search his mind?
Who knows His will?

I remember coming across this title
The Great Controversy
The title’s catchy
I wanted to read it some time
Little did I know that’d be the starting point of my battle
I’m not scared to say the truth
I’m trusting Him
I’ve got everything to lose but I’ve got everything to gain
The condition
I must loose all
I’m ready

Sin is nature
It’s a decision
Nonetheless, only those He calls can have a relationship with Him
Judgement
We do it a lot
If not daily
It has it’s repercussions
There’s the accuser o the brethren
Now he’s making some people accuse their Maker

Yes, He made things the way they are
Even sin
Just becoz there’s sin and suffering shouldn’t then mean He’s at fault
Who are you to critique His design?
Worse u don’t even know the whole picture
Let alone appreciate the intricacy of the design
We do not see the full design yet we’ve concluded
We’re right
He’s wrong
But He loves us still?
COME ON!!!!!

Contradicting self just so that we remain right?
Right in the world’s sight
Since when should Christians be measured by the world’s standard
What happened to all this stuff-
I’m not of this world?
We live in the world but are not of the world
I’m a new creation

Let’s be real for once
How can we struggle to please two kings and call ourselves Christian?
I may sound judgemental but this is fact
Self is a king
Ask Paul
He struggled with his self
He was at war
CONSTANTLY
BUT
He knew in whom he had put his trust
He knew there was a prize at the end of it all
He knew the conditions of winning
He didn’t pretend he understood
He knew the whole deal
Maybe, just maybe, we don’t know the whole deal

Then if we don’t
Here’s what we should do
Go back to the basics
Don’t just adopt for the sake of having an identity
There’s just one identity we should be concerned about
Our face in Christ

It’s no wonder there’s a denomination with Bible believers in their name
We stand to loose everything for no reason
Gaining the world ain’t what we were made for
It is but a short stay here and He’s made it worth the while
Pray on your eyes of the spirit to be opened
Take the time to read Job, James, Romans and Revelation
They’re no that long and with prayer
You will get the sort of discernment that’s got me into this battle
It’s exhilarating the knowledge you will gain
Try it.
I’m hooked!

The Lord “Wilt thou also disannul my judgment? wilt thou condemn me, that thou mayest be righteous?”
Job: Truly is not my help in me? For he is not a man, as I am, that I should answer him, and we should come together in judgment. Neither is there any daysman betwixt us, that might lay his hand upon us both.