Desires

So I took this leap of faith just over a month ago
I said to myself, 'I've got nothing to loose'
True dat, but it’s just infuriating the time and energy expended
So I lost something?
Energy cannot be lost it can only be transmitted….that jazz means the other party gained something at my cost…..whatever
Yeah, whatever
And will I keep on leaping?
I think so.
Was impressed whilst reading Daniel and he’s thrice described as greatly beloved
And my centre references say this means a man of desires
Cross checked and some translations just say it as a man of desires
The fascination is with what it means
He’s the one person who was described as after God’s own heart
Imagine that!
It’s not an excuse for me to hide behind but I know deep down what I feel is true
There is no way I cannot love
I grew up to know love and be able to share love
we were created that way
For me, it's unstoppable
Don't get me wrong, I don't love recklessly
It’s one of those things I cannot stop myself from doing
I care…..
I love……..
I hurt…..
I still love.